I AM TRYING TO STOP THE TIME

Yes, you read it right.

Only a few days of my summer vacation are left. I will be a third-year student in my college. It feels like yesterday when mummy and papa dropped me here and left crying. I still remember how mummy suddenly started to weep in the main gait of campus after the guard told them to go without me. Well, it doesn't matter, it's a past now.

A few weeks ago, I went to Bengaluru to meet my sister. We had a great time there and we explored various new places. But during that trip, she taught me a vital message, i.e. enjoy the present state. Yeah, I know we should live in the present blah blah but she told me to stop thinking about anything, whether it's past or future, just realize how beautiful this moment is. 
But why did she say that? Then I realized I was continuously telling her about my future plans and problems that I encounter daily and all the things that happened to me in the past. I realized that I only talk about the future or the past. So she corrected me. And now as I am at home, I try to enjoy every little moment and try my best to live in the present. Though I am not saying I perfected this craft, I improved. 

So if you are reading this blog, you might be thinking why I choose this heading? Living in the present doesn't mean you can stop the time right? But it's true. And I have actually felt this thing. A few days ago, I woke up early, went to a big ground near my house for running and came back tired. I thought I should take some rest and then I will start studying. But I slept and I had a dream in which I could see myself but it was 2 years before and I was thinking about how happy I would be when I got admission to a prestigious college and my stress and overthinking about my future will be gone. Then I woke up suddenly and I realized life would be more easy if I was enjoying my current state at that time. So actually that dream was itself a lesson that I should focus on in my present state and I have to somehow stop this time and enjoy it as much as I can.

I don't know what will happen to me and what I will become, the only thing I can do is to observe myself and improve. Of course, I have to improve many things just as I have to improve my writing skills XD. The only thing that matters is to keep going, focus on the positive aspects of life, and never stop learning and helping others. 

Overall these summer vacations are the best part of this year so far (though I enjoy a lot in my college but no one can replace the comfort of home). Now I feel more focused and positive. Thank god I woke up early today. I hope I will do something better in the near future.

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