What's your Escape?
Whenever I want to write a blog and an idea comes into my mind, I always get stuck in the beginning. I just couldn't find the perfect way to start. But this time I decided to start with some random things and then I will try to express what I really want to express.
So I'm now asking you a question, what's your escape? What do you do to stop these thoughts? In this blog, I wanted to express my escape but somehow I realized I was not right. I just finished watching a movie titled "The Imitation Game" and this movie gave me a hint. I am glad I chose this movie because I was going to see "La La Land". My friends convinced me to watch this movie but again I ditched them and decided to watch this one.
Everything happens for a reason. I don't know if I ever found any person who believes this phrase more than me. And the lesson that this movie gave me another reason to believe in this phrase. So whenever I find myself feeling jealous of someone (because they have a girlfriend/boyfriend and I don't) I imagine myself in a world in which I am a super rich entrepreneur where people badly want me. A world where I am creating innovations and helping uplift poverty. So that was the description of my escape in short. You might not see any problem here and might be wondering what I realized from this movie. The wrong thing about my escape is that I always imagine myself ALONE and people who are not giving me enough attention now or underestimating me currently are craving for me badly.
In the last week, I went home and came back. During this solo trip, I carefully observed my thinking pattern. With my eyes closed, I can say that my thinking is not very ordinary. After deeply observing my thoughts throughout the journey, I am confident to conclude this. As I was alone, most of the time I noticed different people and realized my thought pattern. Whenever I saw a couple, I got jealous but immediately a voice came from inside of my mind, "Enjoy this alone time because you will never gonna travel like this later". In this generation, where having a girlfriend or boyfriend is very normal, and yet you are still single, so sometimes I badly crave for someone. I am not very proud of admitting this but anyway I'm gonna mention it (cuz I know no one will read this blog except me :D).
So I'm now asking you a question, what's your escape? What do you do to stop these thoughts? In this blog, I wanted to express my escape but somehow I realized I was not right. I just finished watching a movie titled "The Imitation Game" and this movie gave me a hint. I am glad I chose this movie because I was going to see "La La Land". My friends convinced me to watch this movie but again I ditched them and decided to watch this one.
Everything happens for a reason. I don't know if I ever found any person who believes this phrase more than me. And the lesson that this movie gave me another reason to believe in this phrase. So whenever I find myself feeling jealous of someone (because they have a girlfriend/boyfriend and I don't) I imagine myself in a world in which I am a super rich entrepreneur where people badly want me. A world where I am creating innovations and helping uplift poverty. So that was the description of my escape in short. You might not see any problem here and might be wondering what I realized from this movie. The wrong thing about my escape is that I always imagine myself ALONE and people who are not giving me enough attention now or underestimating me currently are craving for me badly.
The Imitation Game, this is a movie based on the great scientist Alan Turing and his invention from which he helped Britain by cracking the secret codes of the German Nazi army. At the end of the movie, It was painful watching Alan Turing alone with his machine as he was never the type of guy who knows how to love. It's not his fault anyway I won't tell you the reason, go and watch yourself :).
So from now on, rather than imagining myself as a lonely superhero, I will imagine myself chasing my dreams, living my dream life, and being a person of whom everyone will be proud of.
So from now on, rather than imagining myself as a lonely superhero, I will imagine myself chasing my dreams, living my dream life, and being a person of whom everyone will be proud of.
So, if you are reading this blog, I would love to read what is your escape. What do you do when you get surrounded by these provoking thoughts? What do you do to get rid of this thinking pattern full of jealousy? Comment down, please.
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